Ella

Hi! Hello! Good evening Everyone! :)
I already finished all my final works for my assessment. YES! FINALLY! I'm very happy, because final works were distracting my bedtimes for this past two weeks!

Yesterday photoshoot in Photography class was really fun! Marisse, Chloe, Fariz and everyone came to the studio and made some noise hahaha.
Li Yan dressed up as a Mine, Chloe is very cute like a baby, Marisse is Mental and dressed up pretty weird, Ivon is a real joker and Fariz, he is a total retard.











I LOVE EVERYONE! ^_^


xo
Ella.

Elllllla

ONE WEEK TO HELL TWO WEEKS TO HEAVEN BITCHES!!!!!

!@#$%^&*%$#%@$!# Ella

i just realized i'm not such a good blogger hahahahahahaha
i am lazy and always dont know what to write. well at least i tried

assessment makes me stressed out, i hope i can loose weight for the sight effect tho. haha

percentage of possibility of things that i am thinking now:
5% europe trip. sucks
90% go to indonesia with marisse (cant wait)
70% finish all my work by sunday (yearite)
95% become leander's wife haha
75% nothing will happen on my birthday
50% got A for at least 2 subjects hahahaha
100% loving leander
100% loving God, my family and friends
80% going to sleep now
99% is my macbook battery now haha

whatevs.
good night mother earth!

xo
Ella.

Mars

I feel like a coffee, cigarettes, a track list of songs that have been in my recently played list itunes likes to call and probably entitle the list zen (which by the way I'm totally not and am at the same time which over writes the being zen part) and lying on grass in a pre-determined place right about....now. Sighhh, 9 more days to actual existence! Goodbye Singapore and Helloooooo Worldddddd ( ok! ok! just indonesia ) X

Ps. 

I wish my mum would stop watching television so I can finish my essay already. 

God! So much information to absorb so little energy capacity!

Mars

This pretty much sums up everything I feel right now

"Dreams, memories, the sacred--they are all alike in that they are beyond our grasp. Once we are even marginally separated from what we can touch, the object is sanctified; it acquires the beauty of the unattainable, the quality of the miraculous. Everything, really, has this quality of sacredness, but we can desecrate it at a touch. How strange man is! His touch defiles and yet he contains the source of miracles."  - Yukio Mishima

You know what I feel about this year?

It feels like my mind is finally awake. 

And you know what being in love with someone who isn't the right one does to you? 

It puts you in a stand still.

So move along when you know it's wrong. 

X

Mars

Mars

I'm so tired from all the work cause we're having assessment now

so momentarily busy with life 

But for the first time, I'm so happy and comfortable with where I'm at.

I sound so dramatic but it's exactly how I feel.

I've something worth fighting and working hard for.

and at the end of the day I always feel so accomplished.

I've been having one of those months now where I feel like I'm rapidly changing.

I asked my mum the other day if there was ever at point in her life where she was learning things so fast because I've been feeling so inspired lately that I wonder if I'm just being dramatic.

But I guess since it's been lasting for months it isn't drama really. It's probably change.

Today when I looked at a photo of myself, I noticed that my face has sort of changed.

It's subtle but it's there.

How completely strange. 

 I'm usually oblivious to these kinds of things because half the time my mind is somewhere else.

I also notice how I haven't been paying attention to a lot of people lately.

I just get so flustered sometimes.

Like Ella, I don't mean to take you for granted sometimes.

It's just so much absorbing to do and so minimal capacity, I feel like I could implode.

I could almost here you calling me dramatic! haha!

But I like how we all laugh so much. 

I'm sad how this is all for the moment.

I don't want it to ever end. 

Because school makes me happy.

Art makes me happy.

My friends make me happy.

I make me happy.

Cause I guess at this moment I = Art + Friends + Music & Too much coffee. 

and of course, family. Something I need to work on.

God, sometimes I wonder how I can become so detached so quickly.

and about my equation, I think I made sense...

Anyhow!I learned something in greek today. 

δοκέω pronounced as Do-Keo.

which means " to think, to imagine, to suppose."

Life is good.

X

Mars

Jian Yao's ( Our painting teacher ) Kids!

Ella's Caravaggio master copy in the making!

Mine still at it's second layer.

Us becoming zombies.

Kc and I when I forgot to shave my face.

Ivon's bear

Clare!

Hungrymonstars! Can't wait for June!

ok gotta do my history essay now, ciao!

Ella

I am so in love with this short aimation video! Enjoy! :)


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xo

Ella

Ella

Hi!
ahh it's been a long time since i wrote on this blog last time...

Anyway,
Me and Marisse went to Marc Jacobs launch party yesterday.
It was quite boring..
I didn't know many ppl there.
One thing that made me happy last night was the Marc Jacobs' Mascot (the one that shown on the balloon) hehe..
It's SUPER cute!








this is Audrey, i knew her through Marisse. She's nice :)


and this is denise, she's Audrey's bestfriend. she's cute and friendly and cheerful! :)



Sometimes I can't control my bad temper.
Like just now I was fucking angry with someone that I know for a very long time, I was like hitting the door and kicking my shoes and I felt like take a knife and stab it to someone.
Shit man, this is bad.
Real bad.
I don't want to be that kind of person.
Oh God, forgive me.

Today I finished one still life painting.
Not bad, but not good.. I'll show you the painting next time! :P

Well... Have a nice weekend guys! :)

LOVE PEACE AND KARATE PUNCH!
xo

Ella.

Mars

I have the most amazing friends in the world. 

Ella told me today that her Grandfather's reason for doing the things he does is cause he's doing art. 

She'd go like " What're you doing!" 

and he'd be eating and explain, " Can't you see? I'm doing art! " 

So funny! 

Ella's family are the nicest people I know.

One quick month left to Jakarta.

I can't wait to go!

To feed this new birth in my system of Wanderlust.

I realized today to take a fucking chance at life!

Fall of the edge! 

Look stupid, Sound stupid.

Cause it's going to be okay.

Most of all stay in control 

Take only what you need from it.

X

Mars 

Mars

I'm finally happy again
This week is going to be a good one, I just know it.
Nothing is going to bring me down!
I only have a month left with my classmates.
I've grown incredibly attached to them.
Strange how I wasn't even planning on talking to them.
and now, I see them the most.
Nothing is ever certain!
I can't wait for June!

X

Ella

Hi!
Today is good friday.
So.. Yeap, I came to church this morning and after that straight away went back home.
Today's weather is suck.
It's super hot and windless
(Is there a word such "windless" in the dictionary? haha)

I did one watercolor painting for my 50 watercolor sketches assignment just now,
It's a copy of Carol Carter's artwork.
very wet and watery.........................




sigh.
I realize that i will only be in Singapore and stay in this condo for about 3-4 years..
I love my current bedroom here,
it's abit empty here and there..
can be messy sometimes though. :P







anyway Marisse, I think we both have the same things that we can't wait to do!
Except the cigarettes and go to science center with Audrey(??) haha
And of course, definitely, for sure, i cant wait to meet Leander and my girlfriends in Jakarta
And can't wait for Euro Trip too! >.<


Oh! Let me also introduce you to my true old friends, The Barbies! Hehe... :D




Have a nice weekend guys!



xo

Ella

Mars

I can't wait for June/July. 

I can't wait to go away for us to go away from here.

I can't wait to lay next to ella on the cold planetarium floor.

I can't wait to watch Mew

I can't wait to drive down to Bandung.

I can't wait to take a million photos.

I can't wait to go to the science centre with audrey and do bad things with her.

I can't wait to speak french & spanish fluently

I can't wait to take tap dancing with ella & holly.

I can't wait to learn swing with them too.

I can't wait to swim

I can't wait to read

I can't wait to do so many things.

I can't wait to go to sleep and wake up to a new day cause it means I get one more chance to finish a painting.

I can't wait to get better at painting.

I can't wait to celebrate christmas

I can't wait to have a cigarette

I can't wait to not like it. 

I can't wait to dance, sing, learn, eat, sleep, run & mostly lay down on the ground and breathe...

It's just 2.42 in the morning and I can't wait to live. 

X

Mars