Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Mars

I'm so tired from all the work cause we're having assessment now
so momentarily busy with life 
But for the first time, I'm so happy and comfortable with where I'm at.
I sound so dramatic but it's exactly how I feel.
I've something worth fighting and working hard for.
and at the end of the day I always feel so accomplished.
I've been having one of those months now where I feel like I'm rapidly changing.
I asked my mum the other day if there was ever at point in her life where she was learning things so fast because I've been feeling so inspired lately that I wonder if I'm just being dramatic.
But I guess since it's been lasting for months it isn't drama really. It's probably change.
Today when I looked at a photo of myself, I noticed that my face has sort of changed.
It's subtle but it's there.
How completely strange. 
 I'm usually oblivious to these kinds of things because half the time my mind is somewhere else.
I also notice how I haven't been paying attention to a lot of people lately.
I just get so flustered sometimes.
Like Ella, I don't mean to take you for granted sometimes.
It's just so much absorbing to do and so minimal capacity, I feel like I could implode.
I could almost here you calling me dramatic! haha!
But I like how we all laugh so much. 
I'm sad how this is all for the moment.
I don't want it to ever end. 
Because school makes me happy.
Art makes me happy.
My friends make me happy.
I make me happy.
Cause I guess at this moment I = Art + Friends + Music & Too much coffee. 
and of course, family. Something I need to work on.
God, sometimes I wonder how I can become so detached so quickly.
and about my equation, I think I made sense...

Anyhow!I learned something in greek today. 
δοκέω pronounced as Do-Keo.
which means " to think, to imagine, to suppose."

Life is good.

X

Mars


Jian Yao's ( Our painting teacher ) Kids!


Ella's Caravaggio master copy in the making!


Mine still at it's second layer.


Us becoming zombies.


Kc and I when I forgot to shave my face.



Ivon's bear


Clare!



Hungrymonstars! Can't wait for June!



ok gotta do my history essay now, ciao!

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We're basically just you know, hungry for alot of things. But this really is a positive outcome of Marisse's uncontrollable angst at the world usually cause of global warming causing polar bears to die and Ella's uncontrollable indonesian accent and inappropriate reactions to sensitive topics.